I have had my views changed of friends and people I follow since this election and President elect Trump. Opened my eyes real wide. So many democrats in disguise! I really don’t know them at all nor do they know me. All this made up crap about Trump, all the while they said absolutely nothing about Obama and Hillary’s crimes. I have quit watching T.V., it’s sickening. There is a mountain of evidence about Hillary crimes yet no one speaks about it. Trump has a big ego, so what? Obama is the narracist on high for the past 8 years and no one dare say a word for fear of being called a racist. It makes me want to just slap the shit out of them. I can’t wait for Trump to get in office. No more safe places except under your bed. Go there and be safe, but oh wait there are monsters under there so you need to just grow the fuck up whiners. I don’t care if real life hurts your feelings. I don’t care if a joke offends you. I said back in the late 80’s that PC shit was going to ruin America and it has. Put the best person for the job in, regardless of color. That’s fair for ALL people not just some colors and sexual habits. What’s the matter with that? Are you afraid of not getting a job? So be it. I was raised that if you studied and worked hard, you will go far in life. Not anymore. Illegal immigrants are flooding into this country and it must stop. The are draining the money and resources from our country. Politicans who will not give up these criminals can do it without federal money, then they can be arrested for harboring criminals, which is a felony. These shit for brains democrats don’t even know these laws. God help us all!
I feel so much better now we have President Elect Trump. When I opened facebook this morning, there were closet democrats that were whinny, telling me not to gloat. I told them I was proud to gloat. Were these people only listening to the MSM?
Then I read a whinny ass blog that said Trump hasn’t done one thing, just things he promises he do. Where in the hell has she/he been for the last 8 years???? Obama won a Nobel Peace Prize for doing nothing!!! Obama didn’t keep one promise he made. He put America last. And what has Hillary done??? Name just one thing.You can’t. She has committed Treason, selling her office, taking millions of dollars from countries that hate us and want to rule our country and kill us unless we convert or convert AND be killed. She left 4 men to die in Benghazi, connected to pedos per Podesta emails, running arms to the enemy, robbed the Haitians during their darkest natural disaster, pathological liar, thief. I could go on and on but you know what all she’s done. This came from WILILEAKS, an investagative jouralist that has never been proven wrong.
This election was so important to me, I defriended people and blocked blogs If they hate the Republic so much then they didn’t know me or I them. Now all the bitching and whining. We are taking back our Republic which our flag stands for and taking America back. Now they want us to be nice???? Screw that! Were they nice to cops? No, they want them dead. Were they nice to white people? No, they want us dead. Blame everything on the white man. What about the abortion loving liberals? They want to keep murdering babies, with their own heart beat and DNA. What about all the criminals that are here ILLEGALLY? Americans are dying daily from these people. What about our veterans who fought, got maimed and died for this country? We owe them everything, including our freedom and you think the way they are treated is alright? Absolutely not.
Trump likes pussy, so what? That is most certainly better than being one.
I have been a Trump supporter from day one. I am for all Trump’s solutions for the issues we are facing today. We all know my mind wanders around all different kinds of places. Just what ever happens to be rolling thur my head. So…. The election. We all know what’s at stake here. Hillary is straight from hell, advocating killing babies as they slide out of the mother’s womb. I mean that right there should show the world just how evil and uncaring she is but oh no!, there are more of these things she’s done and will still to do. Stoning women and killing gays is another winner. She is taking massive amounts of money from the countries that do that. They support her. Shouldn’t that scare the every living hell out of you?
I have never seen a candidate work so hard for the Office of President. We can expect him to work just as hard for us if he wins. He has a big ego. So what? He will use that ego to do the best job as President than anyone I seen in my senior citizen life. (almost) He has to do a great job. That’s how Donald Trump is made. Term Limits are going to clean out the corruption in our Congress. The man who runs for Congress in my area has been in office over 30 years and has run unencumbered until this year. What has he done for us? It’s one of the biggest shit holes in the nation. Times up sweetie! Get out! Our city has been run by black democrats for 30 years including F.B.I. investigation arrests for bribery Voter fraud. City andCounty officials not even living in the areas they supposed to be representing, which is required. Racism is big money here. Keep it all racist all the time. They even have a place where you can go to start racial shit. The Lorraine Motel. It good for tourism bringing people into the downtown area where you can be raped, robbed and killed all in one night! I guess that does kinda kill the tourism part as they won’t be paying for another night at whatever hotel they stayed at. Every one closes their eyes to the violence that goes on black against white in this town. News Media no longer gives the race of a suspect on be on the lookout for! Not even in an amber alert situation. You want to know why companies won’t come to our town or area??? The available work force. Ignorant people. Lazy people and guess what color they are!!!! You got it! This is real life not the politically correct life they push on us. And why are all the new shows pushing accepting a deviant life style on us??? I watch a new Dr.Phil show the other day about how wicked a mother and father are for not allowing the 15 year old son to express himself as a GIRL! It’s not the parents fault at all. Just like when I wanted to do something insane while I lived with my parents, they told me I could wait until I was 18 and lived in my own house. That’s just plain common sense and it worked. All of the shows that are on T.V. today have gay characters in them. We are just expecting to be bombed any day now. Why not work as a team with the only other super power in the world? Russia is not doing anything to us. The Muslims are. Russians don’t protest that they are going to kill us all because we don’t believe like they do. Wake Up.
Immigration. Secure our borders and protect American citizens. Spend our money on us instead of third world people sneaking across the border. Our country’s first duty, not illegals. No open borders. If you have open borders, Muslim are going to pour in and take over when they have a significant numbers of the population. Go read that in history. Or the Koran about their seizing of Meccanever seen agan city.
The economy. There’s no one running that knows more on how to save money, employee people and build things than Donald Trump. He will clean out all unnessary federal government agencies. He will bring something never before. Bottom Line Accountability Would you love to see our present officials have their feet held to the fire over the things they do? I know I would. Donald will cut all the “pork” out of the government. Hillary will steal your grandmothers Social Security check and medicare insurance. Put her on a lower rung medical needs wise chart because after all, she’s lived long enough and it will just cost us more money to take care of her.
Now is the prime time for the Anti-Christ to swoop down. A world that is in crisis and looking for a savior. A man that comes saying peace, peace. Clamouring for security and giving up their rights for it. He will be saying he can fix it all. And does, but just like be careful what you wish for, you just might get it. Or maybe I just fixate on the end of the world. It seems like I’m happier if I think it’s all gonna end. Gawd! I sound like a Rob Thomas song. I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell. Continue reading
I found out some more side effects for the numerous meds. I take. Lexapro. It makes you have a flat effect and distant. Like you just don’t care about anything. I have wondered about that. I feel like I should have deeper feelings about things than I do. Oh yeah, I am full of piss and vinger. I can piss off gobs of people at a time. I am very outspoken and passonate about things. You know the two things people are not supposed to talk about. Religion and Politics, I can’t seem to go without talking about it and I have a tendency to piss people off. Like my doctor told me, people either love me or hate me. Seems like I got a bunch hating on me right now, but when it comes to feelings, I feel like I’m missing something on the inside. I have thought that I’d been hurt so much, I built a wall around my heart. I know that’s true too because I felt this way long before I was medicated. I just kind of shut down. Oh yeah, I can talk, laugh and be superfical but I don’t feel it in my heart. Haven’t had a lot to be happy about but yesterday I decieded to live. In the last four months, I have been sitting on the couch not doing anything. I mean anything. Yeah I got up and feed myself, drank coffee and played on the computer. I only washed a load of clothes when I ran out of things to wear. Rick’s company bought him loads of T-Shirts so you know I had plenty. Well, not played on my computer but keeping my mind occupied to keep from thinking. My house was in horrible shape and my uniform of the day was a T-Shirt and a pair of underwear. Saturday, I got up and cleaned everything with clorox, soap and water. Mopped, clean counters, appliances scrubbed everything and I felt better. I dragged the couch away from the wall and cleaned behind it. GAWD! I found Barney’s toys, 3 balls, 2 hamburgers and a hot dog AND fifteen pounds of dog hair. I use a fan in the living room and evidently it blows most of the dog hair under the couch I guess. Oh and 2 pairs of my shoes and the mate to one of my sandles. Shoes that I won’t be wearing for a while because as I was moving the couch, I could only lift it up a little and the leg scrapped across the top of my big toe and rippped it open. At least it’s clean and smells better in here. After all, I can’t just wait to die in a dirty house. Today I actually cleaned my bedroom and dusted. It looks so much better. While I was cleaning my desk, I had a desktop in there that died when a transformer blew and I deceided to take it out to the street for the garbage. I don’t know why, but my WI-FI quit working. I started sweating! No computer??? No! It can’t be! How can I function without my WI-FI? I started plugging everything back up to my dead computer and the WI-Fi came back on! Finally! My stomach, which I hadn’t realized I was clenching, relaxed. The dead computer is still sitting on my desk but at least it’s been dusted off.
Well, a couple or three people called me mean yesterday. It was over Gary Johnson and this presidential election. I advised the people that were voting for him, the futility of voting for him because he had no way of winning. Look at the math. A wasted vote. They actually told me they wanted to waste their vote. I couldn’t believe it. This election year is more important than any other election in the past 35 years! I told them that it would just be a vote for Hillary and they laughed at me and said Hillary supporters said it would be a vote for Trump. I can’t understand these people. I thought I was informed about all the candidates but I guess I’m just mean. I guess I’m like Trump in that area because the only thing media can say about Trump is that he said mean things but I guess that’s wrong and I’m just mean.I think I’m only outspoken but I don’t have the money Trump does so I guess that makes me an asshole. Oh boy! Did I make sure these people saw the clip from MSNBC interviewing Johnson and he had no idea about any other countries leaders. Not even their names. I am passionate about this election. As a matter of fact, it seems to be holding me together for these past 4 months. It was something my husband and I enjoyed. We watched Trump’s campaign speeches together and we shared together our opinions. He’s been dead for 4 months now and it’s the only thing that keeps my mind occupied. I talk to his picture sitting on top of his ashes now.
I have been marching in hell for some time now. I have wanted to just die and get away from it all but God won’t let me go. Why didn’t God take me instead of my son? He was bright and full of laughs. He was an artist. A showman. Always trying to be the peace keeper, not only in our house but to his friends too. I was ready to go, not him. I think I take on too much pain from other people. People have always said that I wear my heart on my sleeve. Maybe I feel to much. Then again, I have been feeling a lot lately that I don’t feel anything at all on the inside. Like something inside me has died. 5 years ago, Brad died. Out of the two granddaughters I have, I only get to see one and now I have blown up at her. She is 18 years old and her mother called me two days after Rick died and ask if she could move in with me. I said yes so they came over here with her junk in trash bags and dumped them. Then my granddaughter never showed up, called me or text me. I called no answer. I texted her the second night and said she needed to come to my house after work and she texted back k. She was to busy parting on Memorial weekend to even let me know she wasn’t coming. I just couldn’t take on anymore stress and told her family to come and get her stuff but none of them wanted her to live with them either so I broadcast on facebook that the next day was garbage day and if anyone wanted anything they had better come and get it before it hit the curb. They finally came and got her stuff, which filled up my front bedroom and all across my front porch My other granddaughter has been keep away from me. Lords only know why. I guess appearances mean more than family, especially if you have a mean, demanding, demeaning retired army captian that made a new careere in the government that he retired from too as a Grandfathef that rules with an iron fist.
Then not even 4 months ago Rick died. When my son died, I had some electrical problems. The lamp and the T.V. kept going off and on by itself the night my son died. I have always thought it was him letting me know he was still around. I can hear his voice in my head telling me, Come on Momma, you can figure this out’. Now, things are happening fast. I have been able to feel Rick around since he’s been gone. Two weeks ago I took pictures of my backyard and angels showed up in them. I took them with my smart phone. I guess that kind of digital captures them better I guess. Monday, I had to get out and run to the drug store and I as I was driving, I saw a man with his baseball hat on backwards, the way Rick always wore his, with a button down short sleve shirt picking up things. He stepped out from under a tree and I saw him. When I looked in the rear view mirror, he had a white rag stuffed in his back pocket like Rick always had. The song playing on the radio was that one that goes, You cut me open and I keep bleeding love, and I just kissed my two fingers and placed them to the sky and smiled. I think that was a sign for me. I saw things on the computer that said things like if you are wondering if you should commit suicide, don’t. Then the next song I heard was, Talk to me, because I’m a little unsteady. That’s what my friend does for me. I can call her and tell her I need to talk and she is always there. I believe that is a sign for me from God. For me to just hold on, you maybe a little unsteady right now but you have people that care about me. Tuesday night the electricty in the kitchen and bathroom went out. I flipped breakers and nothing happened. Then the front porch light started flickering. I turn the switch off. I thought to myself, That doesn’t look good. It looks like a short in my wiring. I sat in the living room talking to God while starring at the ceiling, asking him what was I suppose to do now? I can’t afford an elctrician or to have my house rewired. About an hour later, the porch light came on and stayed on. No Flickering. I ran to the kitchen and the first thing I saw was the red numbers on my coffee pot. I ran to the bathroom and flipped the light switch on and it was light, glorious light. I looked at the ceiling and thanked Jesus. Three nights before, I had removed the vent pipe to the hot water heater hoping it would kill me with carbon moxicide. No such luck. This old house isn’t sealed good enough to keep it in!! Just my luck. I just got a headache and I left it off for two days. So, I believe I’ve got God telling me to hold on even if I’m a little unsteady now but I have people on both sides of the veil trying to tell me to hold on. That I can figure this out. Something big is coming and it’s coming soon. I know I’m a terrible person. The next morning after the electrity things, I was waken by some one knocking on my bedroom window. I knew it was my mother because she has done it before if she came to visit and I was in the back of the house. I’m deaf in one ear. But away, I open the door and Momma is standing there. This was a little after 8 in the morning and I asked her what she was doing at my house so early in the morning. She said she was here with her credit card and said I need to call an electrician. I asked if my sister told her my electricty was back on and she said no. Mother doesn’t have facebook but my sister does and they live together. Then she started in about how her key wouldn’t open my locked doors. I told her they never would have opened them if I was inside because I always keep my key in the lock and it won’t work. I told her I let her believe that so it would make her feel better. Then we got into an argument and I started bawling and crying. I hurt Momma’s feelings. She 78 years old, on social sercurity and has cancer. I was in a really bad place. The next day I called momma and told her we couldn’t do this anymore because we were to old to be doing this. She said thank you.
This is what our government think of us. We hard working American Citizens who are sick of working for the lazy and wanting to keep ALL of our God given rights. Not Government given!