Day 2 of No Meds.

  I had written earlier about Obamacare causing me to lose my doctors.  My Dr. B has retired.  I got the letter last week and it said that I needed to call their office and set up an appointment with another of their doctors.  I grieved over Dr. B like he had died.  I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye.  I will never see him again or wish him well in his retirement.  I have been seeing him for over ten years. The new doctors can’t see me until the first of December.  They won’t phone in my refills until I go see the new doctor.  Now doesn’t that just sound like a complete and utter shit storm.  A month off my meds….hummm.  I know I won’t be sleeping much for the next month, I just hope the urge to paint a mural on the living room wall again doesn’t come from lack of medicine.  I can not survive another trip to the pit.  You know, that place you go and no one can reach you and darkness is all around.  You can’t see even a tiny pin prick of light.  Where you scream and scream in your head.  You want to scream out loud but no one would hear you even if you did.  To feel so distanced from everyone.  But the dark days scare me.  I don’t want to go their again and I hope I don’t blow my marriage.  It’s just a month right? 

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About 1wanderingtruthseeker

I'm a fiftish woman that has opinions and passions about nearly everything under the sun. I love a good debate, not name calling. I believe in the Constitution , the Bill of Rights and God. I believe the government which governs the least is the best government of all. I believe in the rights of the people. I dispatched fire trucks, the Po-Po and ambulances for a long time so I have a wicked sense of dark humor and speak fluent sarcasm. I think out loud a lot times. I am offensive. But I'm offensive of everybody. Socially unacceptable, plain spoken and unashamed. If you don't want to be offend, please don't read and if you do, please consider that I'm not politically correct in any sense of the word.
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8 Responses to Day 2 of No Meds.

  1. jay352 says:

    That’s not the hole you’re talking about is it? LOL. Careful, don’t fall in…

    Lunch poem #11
    Every day I slumber and as I do the life of
    light and love and laughter passes silently
    by.My world of eternal sleep and shadowed
    night is frequented by the wraiths of the
    living, come to mock, pity or invite me to
    their world of sunshine. But that is for
    them.This land of eternal dusk is inhabited
    only by souls such as myself, cut off for
    eternity from the rays of the sun and the
    gentle breezes.We are creatures of the dark,
    born to our destiny, blind and cold and this
    is all we know.Some of us care, some not, but
    all one and the same we shoulder our burden
    and trudge incessantly and wearily down the
    path to hell

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