I am so worried about my granddaughter

They keep on pushing God on her and she is rebelling hard.  I have asked her mother to please, back off on the church thing, but no such luck.  Today marks one week she has been hospitalized for suicidal ideation.  And they hope she get out for Easter, so the whole family can push the religion down her throat.  I hope they keep her longer because you can’t hardly get to know someones name in one week out of the many patients they have.  And certainly can’t see the effects of medication.  After calling and begging to let me help Jessie and no reply, I sent her mother a long  e-mail.  In that letter, I let her know the problems with bi-polar.  Stated the truth about the illness.  I told her about Jessie wanting to live with me or her other grandmother.  Any place but home.  I ask her how she would like to experience not knowing where her child is.  Is she cold, hungry, hurt or living in the streets.  I said, what are you going to do if she uses drugs to escape?  I have an addictive personality, her father was hooked on drugs and died from them.  I told her about the depression that she can’t see a way out.  She can not just snap out of it.  I told her about the manic.  That it was a dangerous to her too.  She will feel 10 tall and bullet proof and will make bad decisions.  I told her about the sex part too.  And that she needed to be put on birth control before the mother has to raise a grandchild herself.  I told her about the rages.  She can not control.  I told her bi-polar can tear a family apart.  It did mine.  Bi-polar folks have a tendency to go to jail.  From bad checks from a wild spending sprees, assault or murder.  I told her that she did not want to experience  burying her child.  I have told her many times that I could be such a resource for them but they don’t want me too.  Please don’t make me go to the funeral for my granddaughter.

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About 1wanderingtruthseeker

I'm a fiftish woman that has opinions and passions about nearly everything under the sun. I love a good debate, not name calling. I believe in the Constitution , the Bill of Rights and God. I believe the government which governs the least is the best government of all. I believe in the rights of the people. I dispatched fire trucks, the Po-Po and ambulances for a long time so I have a wicked sense of dark humor and speak fluent sarcasm. I think out loud a lot times. I am offensive. But I'm offensive of everybody. Socially unacceptable, plain spoken and unashamed. If you don't want to be offend, please don't read and if you do, please consider that I'm not politically correct in any sense of the word.
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