I think I’m brave enough to enter the 21st century. I ordered a web camera yesterday! Just think of the possibilities. I could skype with my granddaughter, make youtubes and just generally amuse myself. My granddaughter won’t care if Grannie is in her P.J.’s with no make up on. If anyone else I know sees it, I’ll just tell them I’m twice the woman I was. I can now be a star on my own computer. Just think of the things I could do. Kinda scary huh? But I’m going to have fun. It may be for my own eyes, but it will be fun. I started up my own youtube site last year. I was going to load my son’s memorial C.D. on it, but it keep saying it was in the wrong format. So, I had no video’s on my youtube channel and people were thinking I was a troll, just going around making comments. I had to put on my youtube site that I wasn’t a troll, just not tech savvy enough to know how to load them videos. I hope that made some one happy.
Today I was suppose to go to a sleep lab for 2 days. Just couldn’t do it. I called Thursday or Friday and cancelled. The doctor wanted to hook up my brain for 2 nights and 3 days. I would have a room to myself and could walk around the building. He wanted to study my brain and see why I forget things. I know why I forget things and have told him before. It’s the amount of medicine I’m on for bi-polar. Anyway, he wanted to hook me up and video tape me. I don’t think so. Nope, just can’t do it. How would you like to be monitored for 3 days. What if my butt itches? Got a scratch. What if I blew my nose and a big BOOGER came out? Oh just think of the things that could be taped. Plus, I found out last week or so that I just don’t do well out of my comfort zone. Remember, they wanted me to stay for 2 or 3 days when I was so sick. This however is completely different. There’s nothing wrong with me now. I’m just forgetful. Because of the medicine. I think he just wants me to have expensive tests for no reason. So, I cancelled. If Rick ever finds me wandering the street, unable to remember how to get home, then I’ll have a test. I’ve had an MRI of my brain and no signs of stroke or alzheimer’s to worry about. I’m just old and on a lot of medicine. The bi-polar meds. mess with the chemical reactions in my brain. It slows a lot of them down. It has probably slows down my memory. I just need a little nug in the right direction sometimes. But ask Rick. He knows that I can remember little things that he wished I would forget. But aren’t we all like that?